Late night thought

As I was lying on my bed I keep on thinking the things that hurt me the most. I keep on rewinding all the conversation between them on my head.
Should I give up on them on you. Nobody can give me the exact answer that I want.
That now we are planning for our big day,he ask me is this what I want,Yes this is want I want to be with you and there was no second thought. Do you have a second thought?? Only God knows.